My life is like hitting the ball on the wall, it keeps coming back without knowing where it lands next. The faster I get, the more it spins my destiny to the wrong time and place. I am entrapped with my own shadow, chasing the uncertainty to every sideline. Has this game of life ever ended? Trying to break the point becomes hopeless, luck is not on my side, never an ace either... I wish I could overrule what have been scored; the battle, the suffering, the pain and even the anxiety. I am tired of risking everything but losing every-time. This running sweat becomes unproven & long struggle... and it gently kills me with the demon who ruin everything about me. Am I paying for all the games that I cheated? Or am I just a monster who deserved nothing...
