Fairy tale


"In real life fairy tales don't come true... dreams are just dreams... love is never enough... and FOREVER is just a phrase..."

Footprints in the Sand


One night I had a dream--
I dreamed I was walking along the beach with the Lord 
and across the sky flashed scenes from my life. 
For each scene I noticed two sets of footprints, 
one belonged to me and the other to the Lord. 
When the last scene of my life flashed before me,
I looked back at the footprints in the sand.
I noticed that many times along the path of my life,
there was only one set of footprints.
I also noticed that it happened at the very lowest
and saddest times in my life. 
This really bothered me and I questioned the Lord about it. 
"Lord, you said that once I decided to follow you,
you would walk with me all the way,
but I have noticed that during the most troublesome times in my life
there is only one set of footprints. 
"I don't understand why in times when I needed you most,
you should leave me." 
The Lord replied, "My precious, precious child,
I love you and I would never, never leave you
during your times of trial and suffering. 
"When you saw only one set of footprints,
it was then that I carried you."

“When I woke up this morning, I suddenly feel that I'm exhausted, lost and empty... It's been a month that I kept myself busy with my work... been drunk almost everyday, thinking that I might forget all the pains and anxiety that I feel inside my soul... and suddenly I remember this poem... I missed myself... I missed every little good things about me...”

Destiny


My life is like hitting the ball on the wall, it keeps coming back without knowing where it lands next. The faster I get, the more it spins my destiny to the wrong time and place. I am entrapped with my own shadow, chasing the uncertainty to every sideline. Has this game of life ever ended? Trying to break the point becomes hopeless, luck is not on my side, never an ace either... I wish I could overrule what have been scored; the battle, the suffering, the pain and even the anxiety. I am tired of risking everything but losing every-time. This running sweat becomes unproven & long struggle... and it gently kills me with the demon who ruin everything about me. Am I paying for all the games that I cheated? Or am I just a monster who deserved nothing...

Little Too Late


Maybe I missed you
Maybe it's true
Maybe I didn't do enough to hold onto you
Maybe you'll think back
On the good times we had
Maybe one day this feeling won't remind me of you

It took some time now I know
It's a little too late
I'm in this world all alone
Now I see it's over
Out of time

I wish I never said goodbye
For all the times that I never tried
I couldn't find your love when i lost my way
But as time went on and on
I denied we were meant to be
Now I'm dying cause I couldn't see
I threw it away
Now it's a little too late

It should have been easy
It seemed so hard
I could never say that we were better apart
I should have been the one to hold you
I should have been the one you run to
Turned around just in time to see a fading memory of you...

I sentence....

-I never...-
1. I never quit drinking kasi si Franz ako
2. I'm tryin' not to hurt someone coz possible karma will come to me
3. I never choose a friend kasi friendly ako :)
4. I never go w/o my Philips GoGear Vibe MP3, it's half of me
5. I never leave at home w/o my wallet, baka mawala ako
6. I never leave my family, because sila ang lahat para sa akin
7. I never refuse problems kahit minsan naduduwag ako, kasi I always try to be a stronger person
8. I never doubt my capabilities and abilities dahil simple lang, I believe in myself
9. I never play the game of chance, once lang kasi tayo mabubuhay
10. I never let someone judge my family baka makapatay ako!
-I always....-
11. I always drink coffee, dahil paborito ko yun
12. I always brush my teeth dahil kailangan yun lalo na pg may kausap na chicks :)
13. I always take a bath dahil mas lalo kailangan yun, gusto ko lagi ako mabango
14. I always doodle on a piece of paper, kasi hilig ko yun
15. I always watch news every-time I'm home, dahil may pakialam ako sa paligid at sa bansa ko
16. I always cracked jokes to my friends coz that's me
17. I always talk to my mom coz she's my number 1 fan and I love her
18. I always text my dad that I love him even if we didn't see that much
19. I always play with the kids and nephew coz I'm a child at heart
20. I always pray because I believe in our creator
-I will never-
21. I will never drink alone kasi malungkot pala pag mag-isa ka lng :(
22. I will never back to those dark days of my life, baka hindi ako makaahon na sa dilim
23. I will never commit in a relationship again until I'm emotionally stable again
24. I will never let other people interfere with my heart again
25. I will never be late in the office dahil ayoko magkamemo
26. I will never come home late kasi kawawa yung aso ko (di nakakain) :(
27. I will never dwell on the past, para maka move-on ako
28. I will never commit the same mistakes I did on the past
29. I will never regret on all things that happened to me, maganda man o hindi coz everything happens into my life makes me a better & responsible person now
30. I will never expect... ayoko masaktan
-I don't...-
31.-40. I don't have regrets with my life
-I wish...-
41. I wish we can buy a new house para di na kmi ma-Ondoy :(
42. I wish I can forget all the bad and painful memories in the past because it was a misery
43. I wish I'm a superhero coz the world needs it
44. I wish I can fly so I can see how beautiful our earth
45. I wish I'm a rockstar coz I like it
46. I wish I have a better future someday coz I'm doin' it right now, coz I want my family to be proud of me always
47. I wish I can let go all the pain para maka move-on ako
48. I wish everyone knows how to forgive coz I commanded
49. I wish I can please everyone coz I need it
50. I wish I can meet someone who will love me for who I am, will accept me without proving anything....